today i dropped off a commission with a lady from my last job. she enjoyed it very much and i sure hope the lady i did it for will as well. i spent a good portion of my day with a guy i had a fling with last year. i feel we will end up being good friends, he makes me want to do art in the moment. its very exhillarating. but i think i've decided to do a series on surf and summer stuff. i want to do some collage but when ever i begin i forget what i want to start with. i want it to come from within and yet not put myself out there. i don't know. but i feel much better and more content than before