DreamWithin

today i dropped off a commission with a lady from my last job. she enjoyed it very much and i sure hope the lady i did it for will as well. i spent a good portion of my day with a guy i had a fling with last year. i feel we will end up being good friends, he makes me want to do art in the moment. its very exhillarating. but i think i've decided to do a series on surf and summer stuff. i want to do some collage but when ever i begin i forget what i want to start with. i want it to come from within and yet not put myself out there. i don't know. but i feel much better and more content than before :D

a gentleman told me yesterday, that guys are jerks and women are crazy. i think the crazyness goes both ways and yes its true guys are jerks but women would be seen that way as well if we weren't so strange and insane to men. Today i think men should get lost and women should live-better off-  without. i am in some ways a man hater, i guess you hate what you don't understand and can't seem to be satisfied with :D i did do a few paintings just recently and now i'm going to start a commission

yester day i officially finished highschool, then i went to work. it was markels b-day yesterday so i was going to head over there after work but my battery died. so i was basically in the parkinglot at my job for a few hours. we pushed the car and tried to start it that way (manual transmission thing) but the hill was to small so we ended up waiting until i could get a jumper cable. :D is it a symbol of things to come? then today i painted a picture in a few hours and i'm pretty happy with it. it is very simple but was very fun and meaningful. it says alot about friendship and the power of nature i think. plus its really fun and playfully m